友達。

友達。(tomodachi) = friends


私の彼氏はばかね！！！！がっかり ( watashi no kireshi wa baka ne!!!! gakkari) = My boyfriend is an idiot!! What a bummer. Ok, he is an idiot. COMPLETELY. I just dont like the way he did things sumtimes. So immature.Well, thts wad i think. OK, so In camp, he knew a lot of friends or rather u can call them buddy. Then u knw , in camp, under so much pressure and there are no girls, men tend to get rather despo and desperate .Their hormones began to react vigirously in them and they began so crazy abt mentioning da word ' girl' alone. This is damn sucks!

So, my bf , lets call him baka-san ( which is also mr.idiot) , being a Oh!-so-kind-soul, wanna recommend some gals to his fellow buddies. And of cz, since i'm from gal school, so he ask me to ask some numbers from my frds. Which i RELUCTANTLY wanna do so, coz i thnk tht is completely A PRIVACY. And i do not wish to DISRUPT my friends' PRIVATE LIFE! all i can do maybe is give tht MR.I, some MSN address. Well,of cz i had to ask my frds 4 their permission 1st. Coz i knw hw it feels IRRITATING AND DAMN IT! for strangers to get my numbers or MSN address..... and i dun wish my frd to exprience IT! I love my friends so i try my best to protect them. C, to me, this is wad frdship is all abt.


OK, maybe MR.I is just wanna help his frd.BT does he knw tht i have my own difficulties also? Y cant he just understand, wah lao..sumtimes i think he treats his frd better than he treat me.THTS JUST SUX! AND ke kept bugging me to give my SIS's number.WORST! i LOVE HER. of coz i wont just give her no. to any guys. FUther more, i dnt even knw the guy. AS a big sister, i must care n protect my lil sis also...Y does MR.I cant just get it?


each of us has our own friends. we have 2 different mindset. i try my best to compromise. but y does he always think tht i do not want to help his frd? i dont tell him hw i really feel coz tht will only cause more trouble. bt, its like i am keeping this silently and sumtimes i just cant help it. its too much for me to bear. between friends and boyfriend.....its hard. coz to me, both are precious.my life without them is totally..sux?!


Haiz.....wad shud i Do?